friends

i am getting paranoid and i hate it, i try to tell myself not to think too much but i just cant help it haiz >.< why am i so vulnerable i wan to be tough but its seem too hard for me. i wanna try nt to care so much but i just cant well ppl did say i am a very caring person. i dont want to get hurt ever agn arfghhhh even though its nothing i will always feel there is something really i am too paranoid ~~~~~